Fear, I See You

Fear has been something that has held me back for much of my life.
The fear of the unknown,

The fear of not being good enough,

The fear of failing…
But the more I love myself for who I am today, the fear starts to subside.
I no longer live for the future and what will be, because all I have is now, and I don’t know what tomorrow will bring.

But that is okay. I have all I need right now, and I feel truly blessed.

Having suffered from depression and anxiety I know only too well how the worry & concern of the past, and that of the future, and it can cripple you.
For when you live in the moment, nothing else matters.
Everyday is a new day for opportunities when I just trust that it will all be how it is supposed to be.
It is all part of the bigger picture, and the more I let go of trying to control that the more at ease my life becomes.
The more I smile and know that everything is going to be okay. But more than okay, it’s just Devinely perfect, just for me.
There is no challenge I can’t overcome, because I know a life of pure darkness, where there was no light. And when I started to discover the light, I realised that you must embrace the dark because that will always be there too. But it doesn’t need to dim your light. Because, there cannot be light without the dark.
The sun must go down before the sun can come up again.
And it does every single day.
And it is beautiful.

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